Heart Broken

A once fertile land now made barren
Tortured by the vengeful winds of time
Gradually enslaving my light,
Cessation of my brain to command
Lifeless lays my body
Cascades of pain flow down my cheek
Never had a sensation been witnessed
That renders the soul inert
Blood seems to have turned stagnant
For I need not their purpose
Nor does sight brings delight
Taste seems to evaporate greeting the
Tongue
All had seized to exist & nothing feels real
Seconds mockingly wave by, with immobile feet
I ponder if the minute and hour had
Convened to my vacation
In dread of the night I cower, for therein lies
My tormentor with dark menacing stares
Sends shivers to my being

None provides a sanctuary to ease my disease
For I would divulge not, neither would leaving
My state prove acceptable
Words of condolence could be heard,
But where it rang eludes my gaze
Days endured seemed ad infinitum
Sowing grasses upon my face & introducing
A rather intricate fragrance
That trails the entirety of my abode and
New companions it welcomes,
But they however have other intentions with my
Domain and I lack neither the will nor joy to
Welcome them with my broom of love
Still I remain lay in my unseen blood
Suffered to my heart
When I would breath my last I know not
But for now,
I wish to remain lost of yesterday,
Confused of Today,
And uncertain of tomorrow.